Hi ,How is everyone doing ?Please whoever reading this I am not trying to offend you by saying how I feel .Well for the last couples of month I have had Bad Luck .Nothing good have happen to me .I use to pray everyday and believe in the Lord not anymore .I have came to the point the their isnt a God .Why I feel like this is cause if their was a God things wont happen to the same person all the time.Everyone have problems ,but problem would work out for them and they are happy.I cant even tell you when the last time I have been Happy.If their was a God he would put a smile on everyone face once in a while .All of my Praying was invein So i dont do it anymore.So I dont believe in Lord,God ,Jesus Or any other God that people worship.I guess I might be wrong for thinking or feeling like this but until ...this is how I always gonna feel .I know thats said .And i am tired of living sad all day everyday.Only thing that keepin me is my kids 5yrs girl,8 boy .I never thought that I would ever feel like this ,but have that feelin.I really can understand why some people do the things that they do .

Hi everyone !i really need help to pay my light bill it is 388.72 and it is very cold .I have 2 kids under 8.I live in walterboro south carolina and it is very limited help here if any !My light is goiong to be disconnected on Jan.11,2010 >please please if anyone can help us please help.If you know were i can get help from let me kno i am having a hard time right kno I am waiting to her from my disiability case so if anyon can donate please do my email is Sheppard30@yahoo.com please e-mail me if it anit nothin but a prayer at least i kno sumone would help if they could and thinking about us .Thank you .God will bless .Wat comes around goes around !!! Thanks

I AM FEELIN SO STRESS AND DISAPPOINT MY LIFE IS A WASTE OF TYME  I HAVE TWO KIDS THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART.BUT I AM GETTIN TO A POINT THAT PRAYIN IS IN VEIN.NOTHIN I MEAN NOTHIN DONT NEVER HAPPEN GOOD TO ME.I CANT GET MY KIDS NOTHIN,THEY HAVE A DEAD BEAT DAD!I AM DISABLE ,WAITING TO HEAR FROM MY CASE FOR 2 YRS NOW.I AM GETTIN TO THE POINT THAT I AM WORTHLESS,FAT,SORRY AND TRIFLIN.A WASTE OF TYME ON THIS EARTH.I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS.NO ONE TO TALK TO.MY CRYIN IS GETTIN ME NO WHERE MY LIFE IS GOIN NO WHERE I CANT EVEN AFFORD A $400.CAR THATS REALLY PATHIC.I CRY EVERYDAY WHEN I THINK ABOUT MY KIDS .MY SON IS A HONOR ROLL STUDENT IN 2ND GRADE.WE LIVE IN THE COUNTRY WERE THEIR IS NO BUS OR TAXI CAB ON AWARDS DAY I CANT EVEN SUPPORT HIM.I DONT PARTICIPATE IN NOTHIN AT SCHOOL.I HAVE A REALLY SAD ,SAD LIFE THAT I AM GETTIN TIRED OF !IT IS REALLY PUSHING ME TO END IT !!!SOMEBODY PLEASE PRAY FOR ME !I REALLY NEED ALL THE PRAYER I CAN GET BEFORE I DO SUMTHING I DONT WANNA DO!!!!!PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE . I AM GETTING WEAKER.I DONT DRINK,SMOKE OR DO DRUGS BUT SOMETIME I REALLY DO FEEL LIKE DOING SOMETHING.ONLY THING I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AND SMILE SOMETIMES.

Hi ,how is everyone during ?I am living ?well x-mas is right around the corner don't know wat i am goin to do my 5yrs old daughter talks santa everyday how am I suppose to tell her Santa is not comin to our house .I had to pay rent so that leave us broke.If i didnt paid rent and got x-mas they would not have a place to live and its very cold.So i did the wise thang If its such thing as a miracle i really need it.I pray but seems to me my prayers is in vein ..Sorry but thats how i feel.Seem like everytime i make a step forward i fall down .If anyone can help me please let me know i have 2 kids.I live in S.C. in the country i love it cause its quit but its hard !!!PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE SOMEBODY ANYBODY ANY LITTLE THING !IF ANYONE WANNA HELP PLEASE LEAVE A POST AND I WILL GET BACK IN TOUCH WITH YOU !AGAIN THANKS IN ADVANCE!

My problem is that i am unable to work right now.I have 2 kids by the same dad and he dont aknowledge them wats so eva,he is a dad beat dad`.My lights is going to be off tomorrow 11-17-09 .i dont know wat to do sometimes life is not worth livin and i am really gettin tired.NO income waitin to hear from my disiability its been 2 yrs now.Dont have no help from my family members i am tellin you if hell is worst then my life now boy o boy .son 7 daughter 5 .everytime i try 2 go a lil forward i always makin a couple of steps backwards.I always pray been doin it so i gave up cause my prayin is in vein.i live in a small town where their is no public transportation i dont have a vehicle so i always have to catch a ride and pay someone .sometimes i dont go shoppin cause of lack of transportation my kids and i have to make do with the lil we have.sometimes the only thing i do is cry all day just to think about my life how it is .So i have came to a point sometimes i feel like endin my life but i love my kids and dont wanna leave them.they wanna do stuff and i cant provide for them.its misable livin like this!!!!